
It is so cool to look back at my life and see all the ways God was working even when I wasn't following Him. One of the ways He was working was back when I attended Sand Lake Elementary school in Anchorage, Alaska. This school offers a Japanese Immersion program where half of the students day is in English and half is in Japanese. All math and science was in Japanese as well. I was enrolled in this program. While studying the language of Japanese, I never really thought what I would use it for. Everyone told me it was a great language to learn, but I had no idea why!
Fast forward to this year. I haven't spoken Japanese in five years and thought that those ten years of learning Japanese maybe was a waste. Last semester, I started praying about what God wanted me to do this summer. I was considering doing a relatively long mission trip but I wasn't sure where and I had also been offered a really nice job at the Christian summer camp I have worked at the previous two summers. Then, what I thought was out of nowhere, I started being reminded of my Japanese Language skills and the country of Japan.
First, I started hearing Japan being brought up in many different conversations around me. This made me think....hmmmm.....what about going to Japan? But then I forgot about it. Then, I was leaving my Chinese class (Yes, I am minoring in Chinese which is a whole different story for another post), I saw a shelf that had a sign that said "Free Books." Being the book lover that I am, I went to investigate, and sure enough the only books on the shelf where Japanese Language Textbooks!! (My school doesn't even offer Japanese!) I took both textbooks and started to refresh my memory of the language. By this time I suggested to my roommate, Lauren, that I might start looking into going to Japan during the summer. However, I was still really drawn to the job I was offered at the summer camp. It paid really well, it would be so much fun, the job was essentially being created just for me and I would be really good at it. I also had to tell my boss within a month if I was going to accept the job! So, God started moving even more!
For my birthday, Lauren got me a side by side English and Japanese Bible (God was obviously using her to speak to me.) Then, one normal, regular day, I was getting on my facebook account like I do everyday, and my entire facebook was in the language of Japanese!! I knew now that God was telling me something and it was time to spend some serious time with Him in prayer because my selfish and prideful side was still telling me to take the job at camp. Fortunately, that week, at our CRU prayer group, we decided to have a spontaneous 48 hours of continuous prayer. So, at three in the morning, when it was just me and the Lord in the prayer room, I started asking for wisdom on my decision for this summer. I started reading scripture on being obedient to God and on seeking wisdom. God spoke to me. In my head all I could hear was "Japan, Japan, Japan!" It was like a palpitating heart. In my stubbornness, I said "Ok, God! I hear You, but let me at least think about this other job!" But in His wisdom, He wouldn't let me think about it. He just kept telling me "Japan, Japan, Japan!" So, finally, I gave in! It was wonderful! I started praying for the country of Japan and all the people that I would encounter there and share the Gospel with and I started writing scripture in Japanese. There was no question about it, I was going to Japan this summer.
Later, I realized why God was calling me there. Yes, the Japanese are in desperate need of Jesus and He will use me to bring them to Him, but the real reason why He was calling me there was so I could be completely dependent upon Him. He gave me humility in telling me that I was broken and that I can't do anything without Him! He wants to take me out of my comfort zone to know truly what it means to follow Him! If I had taken the job at the camp, I would have been prideful in thinking how good I was at it and I would have been comfortable and therefore, not relying on Him.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5
Some facts about Japan:
-Most Japanese follow the religions of Shintoism and Buddhism.
-Only 1% of the population is Christian.
-Japan has one of the highest suicide rates in the World.
-Japan is one of the wealthiest nations in the World.